Agno Stic

We are alive. We waste too much time trying to define. And we do not live it. It just is. Live with it. And live. If you don’t, you are.

We will go where we go? We have been where we have been. If we are not of the now it will not matter when the matter is.

We are all pointless as these words.

If you don’t believe in a deity or if you do believe in a deity or deities it is true that only a deity can define absolutes. Only a deity can define absolutes for only a deity can live without time. Because it is during time that absolutes can not exist because time changes absolutes.

You stupid fucking fools why don’t you open you ignorant fucking minds and realize that we are meaningless. We are not some metaphor for a creation by a supreme being. We are not a set of laws and principles ‘discovered’ like mathematics to equate other life forms lesser than ourselves, or without as much meaning or purpose.

Who cares? You are going to die anyway. So what if I don’t talk to some being, or if I don’t sacrifice a living being to gain acceptance for the being or beings who may have created me and everything?

I don’t care right now. Most the time I do not care. I don’t care unless some dumb supreme being loving fool asks the stupid question, „Do you believe?”

What kind of general question is that? They are so arrogant when asking they don’t define a subject. They believe everyone knows that the question is a question of the ultimate belief of who created life. They don’t define a subject and just say, “Do you believe?”

It doesn’t matter. Who cares? You shouldn’t unless you have been brain washed by those religious wackos. Then you are just a controlled believer.

Believing in a God is akin to believe in Santa Clause and the Easter Bunny and The Great Pumpkin. All of which only exist in the mind.

And the question, “Do you believe?” is not a real question for it is always asked to lead the questioner to then try and persuade you that you should believe as they believe. They only don’t care for an answer if what you believe is what they believe then they will leave you alone.

I don’t believe. I do consider.

I don’t know. Don’t ask be to answer a question about answering the ultimate question. I don’t have time to think of where we came from and where we are going. I just don’t know and because I don’t know and we can’t ever know then who cares about faith? God? What is that really? There is some philosopher I could quote, but how do I know he was real, There is the history, but maybe even that isn’t real. Yes, I know there is science to prove these history exists because science uses methods to measure things and it is in measurement that reality exists. Doesn’t it? I think it does…Today… So I will see that measurement is how one can prove history exists. And I can measure when that philosopher lived (whose quote I don’t know to disprove God). Because I can measure with time (the science measurement) and read recorded records of the time that the philosopher did exist, so the thought does exist and if I know the quote I would use it to show why I don’t believe a God or Gods exist. There is the question that time doesn’t allows act the same all the time, but that is more confusion and something I don’t know and can try and know at future time.

I don’t know what to believe ThisCycle. I don’t even know if I believe anything. I know LastCycle I believed in something, but I have changed what I believe because other people don’t believe it now. And if other people don’t believe it now than I should not believe it.

I want to believe, but now most people don’t believe, so I will change beliefs.

I will probably change beliefs again when I am bored and think something else wrong or bad with my new belief.

I don’t know. I am lost and confused.